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My Book Experiment Chapter 1

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Chapter I

It all started in the late 1990s.  Michael was a Ph.D. student at Harvard, on a fast track to become the youngest ever Ph.D. in the long history of the prestigious school.  At twenty, he was already an accomplished scientist, a Rhodes Scholar, with numerous published papers in Nature, Science, and many others.  He chose the area of DNA sequences to specialize in.  Fro some reason, even in high school, instead of playing or watching football, he preferred to sit around and try to break the code of the DNA.

During his school years, Michael was known as a mad scientist.  He never missed a class, a lecture.  Papers submitted on time.  He was the professors’ pet.  Indeed, the other students didn’t like him very much, but with Barbara, an undergraduate lab assistant at the time, he didn’t need any friends.

They met on her first day.  A freshman at Harvard, Barbara was excited to the point that she almost fainted at orientation.  Michael, representing the faculty, saw her blush turn into pale, and just before she dropped, he was there right to catch her and gently put her on the floor.  When ten seconds later she opened her eyes, she gave him a look he had never seen before in a woman’s eyes.  The look reserved by women in trouble to their savior.  The look women reserve to a dream lover.  Well he did see that look before, only it was not directed at him.  He became a superhero overnight.  He liked it.

Relationships with women were never Michael’s strong side.  As a young boy in grade school, he was always the youngest, always the shortest.  When he grew up things got worse.  He skipped his first class going to fifth grade right after the third.  Two years later he went to ninth grade being three years younger than the class average.  When his classmates started looking at girls in a slightly different way, and when the girls started to look slightly different, he wasn’t able to comprehend what the big deal was.  He was uncomfortably positioned as the class nerd and the school freak. 

Obviously, Michael was never too popular with the girls.  His young age, spectacles, and his short and slim body were augmented by mild acne.  All he could do was watch, dream, and hope for better days.  His behavior became awkward around girls, and then around young women.  He almost accepted the fact that his true love would be found in books and laboratory equipment.  And then he met Barbara.

Until the day he met her, Michael thought that “changing one’s life” was a cliché.  He thought that love at first site only existed in the pulp fiction books and second rate films, he watched on occasion, when the library was closed, and the lab locked down for holidays.

His father, a junior engineer at the local factory didn’t pay much attention to the difficulties experienced by his teenaged son.  He was always worried about providing for the family.  Indeed, Raleigh was not a very expensive town, and their house wasn’t exactly on the right side of the tracks.  Still, expenses were mounting.  Howard Moore was an educated man, a family man, a mildly religious man.  A man loved by few, but liked by many.  Howard was a good father to Michael and his sister, Hannah.  He was working long hours at the factory, from sunrise to sundown.  But when he finally came home, he was a very dedicated father.  When Michael was little, the family story went, the small child knew that his father was about to show up by the angle of the sunlight on the living room wall.  Laura, Michael’s mother would say to reporters many years later that this was the first sign of ingenuity shown by her son.  Many signs followed, but this would be remembered in the collective memory of the family as the very first.

Michael was still staring at the screen when he realized that he was reminiscing for the last five minutes or more.  He knew in his heart, that with this discovery of his, Barbara would forgive him, and even his father, with whom he hadn’t spoken in years, would look at him, lightly touch his shoulder, and whisper: “I’m proud of you son”.

He turned around, looked at the test tubes, checked again the scribbles on both, looked at the screen one more time, and picked up the phone.  “Art”, he said, “I got the proof”.  There was silence on the other side of the phone.  Then there was a loud sigh, and Art said, “Let the circus begin”.  He added “don’t talk to anyone before I come to the lab”.  Then he hung up.

Michael wouldn’t even dream to talk to anyone.  Art and he had an unwritten agreement.  Michael would do the research, would spend nights at the lab, collect specimen, run the experiments, get the results, analyze the numbers.  Art would do what he did best.  Art would be the communicator.  Art would get the grants, get the extremely expensive lab instruments donated, contributed or loaned.  Art would get the credit.  This agreement was acceptable to Michael, and very favorable to Art.  Many of their acquaintances later commented that this strange and unbalanced agreement was not so strange if you knew the parties involved.  The egocentric Art and the geek Mike made a perfect couple.

Michael Moore started to collect his thoughts, and his data.  Following the phone call with his friend and partner he realized that his life were about to change forever.  He had no idea though that his life was about to change in a much more significant way than he thought.  He had no idea that life on the planet was about to change as well.  Secrets, held for millions if not billions of years were about to be exposed for the first time ever.  The history of the world was about to be revealed.  But this time, Michael knew, it was going to have proof.  Not an interpretation, not observations of some educated scholar who usually was part of the administration.  Frame by frame documentation of the planet’s history.

Michael was very young when he started to take interest in the DNA strand.  Indeed, many scientists took interest in DNA.  After the human genome was cracked open, a competition started.

Grants were given, research sprung like mushrooms after the rain.  Every Tom Dick and Harry wrote a one page abstract and won millions of dollars from the Federal Government, foreign governments, pharmaceutical giants, universities, magazines.  You name it, they funded a research project about DNA and the Human Genome.  Not all was lost.  The billions upon billions of dollars of investment yielded some unexpected results.  Medicine was found for some rare conditions, and truthfully also for not so rare diseases as well.  But it was mainly about hope.  People really hoped that if their aging parents weren’t cured with some genetically engineered virus, or some engineered gene, then maybe they will be when their turn comes.  Many if not most of the projects yielded absolutely nothing.  Billions of dollars went up in smoke, countless animals lost their lives, and hope went back the same way it came.  The only remainder was some artificially inflated bank accounts.

Around that time, Michael had started his research about junk DNA.  Being the pragmatic person that he was, Michael never stopped questioning why almost 98% of the DNA has no apparent role.  The 2% of the DNA was sufficient to determine the size, shape, and function of every single protein in an entire living body.  The rest was never explained.  Michael launched a three year research project looking into junk DNA.

His research was not very ambitious, and the conclusion did not disappoint anyone.  And given that many research projects were failing, nobody paid attention to the small university project Michael Moore was conducting.  The project was a failure, as it didn’t provide any explanation for the presence of junk DNA.  But not all was lost.  Michael’s research yielded some results, which registers nowhere but in his own mind.  He learned one very interesting fact.  While functional DNA was not changing over the course of life of an organism, the junk DNA was changing.  Not a lot.  But the change was significant enough to cause questions.  What was troubling was that the change was only seen in male specimen.  Female subjects showed no DNA change over time.

The experiment was to test something completely different.  The experiment was to find out the effects of aging DNA on synthesized protein.  Due to budget constraints, Michael had taken a rabbit, Roger, who had lived in the lab for as long as he remembered.  In fact, Roger was the oldest resident of the lab.  The oldest students were ready to swear that the poor rabbit was in the lab for way over five years.  Roger has been a proud participant in countless experiments.  In fact, at that point in time, Roger may have contributed more to Humans than the majority of the students…  Roger had almost every type of cell frozen in liquid nitrogen downstairs.  For the experiment, Michael had extracted cells from the living Roger.  He also took some leftover cells from an old experiment.

After applying the old and the new DNA to protein building blocks, it turned out that aging had no effect on creating protein.  The DNA, old and new, was doing precisely what it was designed to do.  Both strands made up the exact same proteins.  The result was surprising in that the hypothesis going into the experiment was that the old DNA would show some deviation from the program.  Such a result would have explained the frequency of cancer in older patients.  But it seemed that other reasons were involved.

While comparing the old and the new DNA, Michael had noticed that certain patterns in the “junk” DNA were different.  It seemed that the newer DNA had additions to it.  Patterns simply not present in the old DNA.  It was puzzling indeed.

That experiment was inconsequential, it was short and inexpensive.  There was only one discovery made in the process.  Michael had no idea whether that discovery had any significance at the time, but he already knew that one day he will go back to explore the reasons of the changing DNA.

 

Light.

My Book Experiment Preface

The Real History of the World

 By

 M. D. Segal

Preface

It was almost midnight when Michael Moore looked at his watch.  He glanced at the computer’s clock and knew that the phone was about to ring.  In the last few months, the phone was ringing around this time of day or night rather.  It was Barbara’s bedtime, and she couldn’t resist the urge to call her husband and complain of his absence.  Michael knew she had a point.  Ever since that night, when he looked at the computer screen, his jaw dropped, and his life had changed forever.

Since that night, he basically lived in the lab.  He lost weight, grew a beard, and some colleagues made some nasty comments about his personal hygiene.  He didn’t care that much about the comments, nor did he care about his appearance.  He did, however, care about Barbara and the girls.  Yet his curiosity, and the feeling that he was on the verge of something really great, caused him to almost ignore the mundane activities of raising a family and paying attention to his own wife.  He was completely overtaken by his own discovery.

Barbara, obviously, didn’t share the interest and the feeling.  In fact, she started to hate it.  She was pushing him to use her father’s inheritance and find some other things to do – like sail around the world, or do some volunteer work.

When the phone finally rang, he was startled.  Barbara did not sound like her usual self.  She was upset.  She confronted him without as much as saying hello.  “Another night at the lab?” she asked.  “I’m sorry”, he said, “I’m waiting for some results, and then, I promise, I will come home”.  “Right”, she said and hung up.  Now, he knew, she would sulk for days, and spend lots of time with her mother, who didn’t like or appreciate him anyway.  Her mother, he thought, only liked tall, good looking, tanned, rich guys, who could play golf well.

The screen flashed, and Michael’s mind, sharper than ever, looked at the data and knew: he just made the most important discovery in man’s history, ever.  He had found the collective history of mankind.

And then there was nothing.

The Silent and Circular Sound of Atonement

In the last week or so I started questioning my own sanity.  It felt like wherever I was looking, or whatever I was doing, there were bicycles all around.  Children bicycles, adult ones, mountain bikes and race bikes, large and small, cheap and expensive.  On the highway, next to my house, on TV.  On the side of the roads, in department stores, people were trying them on, buying them for others, fixing them.  They were riding them or hauling them.  Small children with little helmets, young adults, fat ladies, I could swear I saw a baby too.  Two wheels, connected by some frame were all around me.  I thought I was going mad.  And then it clicked.  Yom Kippur was around the corner.

Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, comes once a year.  Every year, in late September or early October, on the tenth day of the new Jewish year, comes the day that brings up the anxiety level in many Jews around the world.  The anxieties are many and different.  For some it spells the big question.  Will they survive twenty five hours without food and drink.  For others it spells a reflection on the previous year, and whether the judgment will be in their favor.

But for most, Yom Kippur spells riding.  The carefree riding of bicycles everywhere.  Large groups of cyclists from all around the country gather and leave before dawn, on what could only mean a riding mission from God.  Simply stated, what other possible explanation is there for people who use the holiest day of the Jewish year to ride their bicycles?  Children from all walks of life start calling one another a week before, coordinating launching grounds, routes, equipment, and team members.  The popular kids are in  courted into the cool teams, the goofy kids into the geeky ones.  But all, except of course those who don’t own bicycles, or the ones made by their parents to do other things – like attend the excruciatingly long and boring all day prayers – all go cycling.

When I was young, the “bad” children, from the wrong side of the tracks, rode their bicycles on Yom Kippur.  Back then, people went to the neighborhood synagogue and spent the day reciting prayers they couldn’t understand in an archaic language they couldn’t speak.  These people spent the day thinking about exotic food, fine wines, and sweets.  Sometime around noon, they would usually settle for pizza and water.

Those who didn’t do that, stacked up on gourmet food, invited good friends, closed the shutters hermetically, and tried hard not to make noise with the utensils.  Needless to say, growing up, my family belonged to the dreamers.  The ones who dreamed about food,  We were the fasting kind.

When I look around today, I realize the harms of not separating church and state.  The average Israeli comes from a traditional home.  A home where the father was most likely, and the grandfather most certainly, was a practicing Jew.  Today, the growing disrespect to the organized religion is so common, that most non-orthodox Israelis choose to avoid all contact with the religious administration, unless they absolutely must.  A growing number of  people use civil wedding ceremonies, civil funerals.  Most non-orthodox children ride bicycles on Yom Kippur.

But there’s a painful point.  Judaism is an old religion.  The Jewish people is a really old people.  We are forced, figuratively speaking, to make a choice.  Either you fast and spend the day reciting prayers you don’t relate to, or you ride a bicycle.  To that I say no way Jose.  I was not part of the bicycle madness from before.  My family didn’t attend the prayers either.  We were not fasting, we never do.  But we did discuss the holiday, its origins, its meaning and its importance.  We, as a family, decided to be a non practicing Jewish family.  As a Jewish guy I can also state: bicycles are simply too damn dangerous…

Happy New Year 5770 (2)

I read my previous Happy New Year blessing and I realized that it may have been painfull, pessimistic, harsh.  I decided to balance it with the New Year blessing my wife had sent to her fellow teachers at Ort Hashomron high school of Binyamina.  You will have to admit that her blessing, like her personality, is a lot more optimistic, colorful, nad happy.  So if you don’t take it from me, take it from Dorit: Happy New Year!

Happy New Year BiLingual

Happy New Year 5770

Year 5769 is coming to an end.  Next week, this time, a new year will be here.  Last year was challenging (laundered language for “sucked”).  What will the coming year be like?  Everyone’s guess of course. 

Why was this year challenging? There are three levels. Personal, national, and global.

On a personal level, my family and I needed to make a huge adjustment. We lived in China for three years before, and moved to Israel a couple of months into the new year. Now China is no walk in the park. But living in Israel is more like climbing the Himalayas. In the dark, with no help or direction. I started an old, yet new job. I’m happy to say that on that arena, I couldn’t have hoped for more. The kids started school and pre-school. Those of you who read my posts may remember our really bad experience with the kindergarten teacher last year. We remodeled the house, bought a car, unloaded a shipload (literally) of all our belongings that came from Beijing. We had to get acquainted with my father who took a turn for the worse this year (but I’m happy to say is getting better now). I’m confident that some of you would read this last paragraph, nod their heads back and forth, and mutter something like: “what does this guy know about challenges”. Indeed, I agree, everything was manageable, and some I’m sure, had worse experiences. But these were mine, and one’s own experiences are usually more challenging than others. Forgive me.

On a national level, we experienced a war here. Even worse. We experienced an election campaign followed by a change of government. Exchanged a crook for a liar as prime minister, and small amount of pathetic losers as ministers for a larger amount of the same. We exchanged little hope for a better future with none whatsoever. Degrading education, health, personal safety, with complete and total anarchy. I was born and raised in Israel, but had the privilege to live outside of it for fourteen years total, in three separate time periods. I can tell, loud and clear, to people who would listen inside and out. Israel is disintegrating. I know it sounds terrible. But with the degrading sense of personal safety, security, education, medicine, employment, and yes indeed even security, Israel is at its worse situation ever.

On a global level, we started this year with a recession, some were talking about a depression. And we’re ending it with a recession, a depression, and even worse: a false feeling of recovery.

On the personal level: we will prevail. We are made of tough materials. Our grandparents participated in forced marches, and resided in concentration camps. They survived and so will we. We will bite our tongues, clench our teeth, and continue. We are determined.

On the national level, my hope is significantly lower. The political system in Israel had one major accomplishment over the years. It grew a rapist president, a few prime ministers and countless parliament members who were indicted for bribery, and other interesting activities. We’re at the point where few, too few of the Israeli population believe that the people sitting in the parliament are working for the Israelis. Most believe, myself included, that most if not all the members of the parliament are there to promote their own interests and business. Or at least do something that will encourage enough voters to put them in the parliament for one more term. Do I know what to do? Of course. Everyone does. Here it is: come to terms with the Palestinians, and our other neighbors. The settlement will not be easy to swallow, but it is necessary to our survival. The inflated defense budget keeps us from having a reasonable education, medicine, and personal safety. We must, with all pain involved, start to understand that territorially speaking, Israel will end up different than it is today, and that it’s in our best interest to finish this process soon. Otherwise, hear me out, ultimately, Israel will lose everything. One must know when its time to give up a limb in order to preserve life. It’s that time.

Globally, I believe that we are not closer to recovery from this financial holocaust we have experienced in 2009. If anything, we’re closer to total destruction. Here’s my reasoning. Up until 2008 we were doing great. Once every seven years, we experienced a mild recession, followed by a Wall Street Rally. In 2008, a realization came to many, that mood, demands and supplies, are not sufficient to keep the economy up. A huge amount of losers with good moods and credit cards, cannot support a huge economy such as the USs. Indeed, as it turned out, the losers in the US and Europe, were borrowing cheap money, so they can get the latest unnecessary merchandise made in China for nickels and dimes. When the bubble burst, American losers lost their homes, their jobs, their moods, and the demands. Chinese and other developing countries lost their jobs. Obama started printing. Money. Lots of it. In fact, Obama printed more money than any other president in the collective American history. Why was doing so? To get manufacturing up in the US? Education? Not at all. He was printing for mood. Simply so that people feel better about themselves, so they can drag their asses to the malls again and buy some crap they don’t need for money they don’t have (or can’t afford to spend). The reasoning is that when people spend more, and when cash is easier to get by, the economy gets better. In other words: Obama understood, that burst bubbles must be pumped again. Obama re-inflated the American economy with trillions of dollars. I am not seeing a recovery. I’m seeing destruction.

It’s that time of year, as the leaves are about to fall off the trees, the temperatures are cooling down (at least in our hemisphere), the days are getting shorter, and the nights and sleeves get longer.  Fall is coming, and with it, the end of the year.  The Jewish calendar year that is.  And inevitably, right after that, the beginning of the new year.  And as one year comes to an end, and a new one begins, it is only natural to assess, to evaluate, to reflect, to enjoy the accomplishments, learn from the failures, prepare for the future.

Last year looked promising, it carried the signs of growth, of success.  In some ways it was.  In others it wasn’t.  It is up to every single one of us to do his own individual accounting with themselves and come to a conclusion: did I have a good year?  Or did I not.

As I said, reflection is individual, personal, and confidential.  But according to Judaism, some tasks are to be done out in the open.  According to Jewish tradition, the High Holidays: Rosh Hashana – The Holiday of the New Year, and Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, are days of reflection.  They are also days of asking, receiving, and granting forgiveness.  During those Holidays, people are to spend time in reflection and in prayer.  But prayers, and fasting, and charity giving only cover the relationship between a person and his or her God.  Forgiveness is asked, and given, by the Lord, for deeds who hurt nobody but the Lord himself.  The Holidays do not cover wrongdoing done between people.  To accomplish that, one must ask explicit forgiveness from the individuals they may have hurt.  Knowingly or unknowingly. Intentionally or not.  Forgiveness must be asked, and received.

I know I may have hurt some people last year.  I know that it was never intentional, it was never malicious, it was never purposeful.  Nonetheless, if in any way, shape or form, I have hurt your feelings, I sincerely apologize.  While there’s no excuse for it, I never meant to.  By the same token, I hereby grant forgiveness to anyone who hurt my feelings.  My assumption is that it was never intentional or malicious.  My assumption is that those who hurt me would like to be forgiven.  Well, there you have it.  No hard feelings.  Moving on.

As fall comes, the leaves are falling off the trees, and the days gets shorter, one must remember, that new green leaves will grow again and the days will get longer in the spring.  This year will be better than the last one.  I wish you forget what the word “Doctor” means.  I wish you greener leaves and longer days.  Wider smiles and the spring.  This year will be better than the last one.  I wish you forget what the word “Doctor” means.  I wish you greener leaves and longer days.  Wider smiles and bigger hearts.  I wish you tons of joy, and bunches of accomplishments.  I wish you health, happiness and success.

I wish you a happy new year.